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#81620 - 09/12/03 06:27 AM Not yet healing
Leosha Offline

Registered: 06/18/03
Posts: 3614
Loc: Right here
I am quiet, resting with my soul
The shadows come out and play again.
I sit still, hoping they do not find me.
The dark arms reaching out at me,
working to draw me in again
to lose my mind.

The shadows push and pull at me,
they take over my body and brain.
The secrets whisper, unbidden,
again to my mind. I lose of myself,
within the arms of those shadows.
They do not comfort.
They curse.
They take me, happy and willing.
And again, I lose my mind.

Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.

"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963

#81621 - 09/12/03 01:49 PM Re: Not yet healing
outis Offline

Registered: 02/27/03
Posts: 2260
Loc: Maryland USA

You will heal. You are getting the stuff out.

Your writing is wonderful. You claim that you are not good with the language, but you use it like a master craftsman here. I wish I knew how to read what you write in your native tongue; it must be very beautiful.

Thanks for sharing this,


"Telemachos, your guest is no discredit to you. I wasted no time in stringing the bow, and I did not miss the mark. My strength is yet unbroken…"—The Odyssey, translated by W.H.D. Rouse

#81622 - 09/12/03 10:31 PM Re: Not yet healing
Bill_1965 Offline
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Registered: 06/29/03
Posts: 1983
Loc: Flint, Michigan
Your words flow so smoothly, like the wind in the night.
They are my feelings as I lay in bed trying to sleep.
The shadows chasing me out, with such fright.
That was beautiful Leosha, keep writing.


Pain is Temporary; Quitting lasts Forever. - Lance Armstrong


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