Thank you, your kind words brought tears.
I've longed for so long just to be allowed to be hurt. Last night after posting this I got so mad at myself for playing poor me. The victim!
You know screw that! I've lost. Lost spontanaity and joy. Had to always be on guard against further victimization. No life for a 6 year old.
Whoever says we are just feeling sorry for ourselves, f*&k them! Seriously, we have to go through the pain, the grieving just to feel whole again. Let it go my good men, you need to, you DESERVE too!!! We all do!
Sorry bit of a rant there. Actually I'm not sorry.
Thanks again for your kind, gentle words Joe, you are truly a fine fine man!
take gentle care, except if they say you shouldn't, then screw em!