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#81405 - 06/17/03 12:59 AM thrashing
jwh Offline
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Registered: 02/18/01
Posts: 98
Loc: dallas, tx
thrashing


thrashing beneath you

a cat to a thermometer

stretched out on slick surface

white counter or white tile


bathroom thick with secrets

muffled screams, hissed threats

head banging against porcelain

as you stabbed and groaned


slipping out of me, struggling

to get up, get away

before you saw too much

of what you left behind


naked body sprawled, twitching

hand holding cheeks shut

cold tile, clean rejection

swallow the screams again


once up on the toilet, safe

no one will know the blood

escape into self, i was never

thrashing beneath you

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"I've been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand... Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?"--Ian Curtis, Joy Division

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#81406 - 06/17/03 01:28 PM Re: thrashing
Wuamei Offline
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Registered: 08/19/02
Posts: 2700
Loc: The left turn I should have ta...
Damn! Horribly powerful. 'Nuff said.

Victor

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"I can't stand pain. It hurts me."
--Daffy Duck

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#81407 - 06/17/03 02:13 PM Re: thrashing
Sans Logos Offline
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Registered: 05/31/03
Posts: 5791
Loc: in my own world in pittsburgh,...
jwf,

I am dumbfounded. This prompts me to relive my own experiences again, something that I have managed to avoid doing until lately, when I found this new promised land here with the pack at MS.
The best place for such expressions is outside, so keep 'em comin',

(((((((((((((jwf)))))))))))))

Ron

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  1. the past
  2. ReClaiming Now
  3. advocacy


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#81408 - 06/17/03 02:14 PM Re: thrashing
Mike Church Offline
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Registered: 01/23/03
Posts: 3439
Loc: Toronto, Canada
HO God. How I remember!! There and other places at the College. The terrible feeling everytime it was over and the horror and self loathing of having been taken to orgasm every GD time. Powerful and moving

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Mikey

IT REALLY IS OK TO STUMBLE. NONE OF US ARE PERFECT.

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#81409 - 06/18/03 03:59 AM Re: thrashing
fragile37 Offline
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Registered: 06/10/03
Posts: 7
Loc: WI.USA
jwh,thank you for sharing this. WOW!!


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