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#210061 - 03/11/08 10:12 AM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: michael Joseph]
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Michael,
I remember see this a long time ago, in the In Cabin Six collection I think. I hope recalling it since then helps you come to terms with what happened.
Much love,
Larry
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#210516 - 03/13/08 03:07 PM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: roadrunner]
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yes it is in "IN Cabin Six" I wrote the Poem for the book.
It took 5 years for it to get published. The anger is not as strong.and I know one thing noone deserves to be hurt like this not one of us.
Thanks Larry
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#271654 - 01/16/09 11:56 PM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 03/11/01
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I was locked in a house for 10 months by someone who said they were my friend I was raped before I left 10 months to the day I moved in jan 15 is the day I moved in nov 15 I moved out
I am mad
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#271684 - 01/17/09 07:35 AM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 01/06/09
Posts: 230
Loc: Australia
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being raped left me feeling like a dish rag
used
and I am shocked that my father took me that house
day after day
to be left in a dark room
and raped when my perps came in to rape me
shit - I was 2
Nathan
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#271769 - 01/17/09 10:28 PM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: nathan555]
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Registered: 03/11/01
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that is very sad Nathan
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#271795 - 01/18/09 09:53 AM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 09/25/07
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mj,
I so feel your anger and hatred and emotions.
Everytime I wake up from the nightmare of my perp. brother raping me I feel your words of just how much hate I have toward him. The nightmares don't go away. The feelings don't go away. The emotions don't go away. The past does not go away.
I have heard said that time heals all wounds. I don't think I will live that long. The wounds are so evident in my life. The healing has yet to begin.
Ken
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#275599 - 02/17/09 12:48 AM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: michael Joseph]
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well one of maybe two anger poems, this one is special
being in print whit 13 forms of the f word and I can fig our how to put at least 5 more f words in when my book is printed there is one f word I might add,
suck it down your fucking throat
anyone wants to add other places I will consider it.
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#275602 - 02/17/09 01:06 AM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 07/27/08
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Loc: TEXAS
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Hi, michael.
Wow, you have done it again. But in a very different way ANGER.
But you might want to add Bitch to it too.
No, as was used in one of the above messages
TIME DOES NOT HEAL ALL WOUNDS.
I doubt if our terrable wounds will EVER heal.
Thanks again Michael, my brother/friend, Heal Well.
Pete (Irishmoose)
Edited by petercorbett (02/17/09 03:21 AM)
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#297726 - 08/01/09 09:24 PM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: petercorbett]
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Healing comes to us in different ways for different reasons
at 47 I am better off than when I was 18 at least I would hope
I have learned somthing
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#298322 - 08/07/09 12:06 AM
Re: You Bastard
[Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 02/02/09
Posts: 156
Loc: NM
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my words exactly...thanks for sharing your words. nomansanisland
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