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#210061 - 03/11/08 11:12 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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Michael,

I remember see this a long time ago, in the In Cabin Six collection I think. I hope recalling it since then helps you come to terms with what happened.

Much love,
Larry

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#210516 - 03/13/08 04:07 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: roadrunner]
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yes it is in "IN Cabin Six" I wrote the Poem for the book.
It took 5 years for it to get published. The anger is not as strong.and I know one thing noone deserves to be hurt like this not one of us.

Thanks Larry

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#271654 - 01/17/09 12:56 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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I was locked in a house for 10 months by someone who said they were my friend I was raped before I left 10 months to the day I moved in jan 15 is the day I moved in nov 15 I moved out

I am mad

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#271684 - 01/17/09 08:35 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 01/06/09
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Loc: Australia
being raped left me feeling like a dish rag
used

and I am shocked that my father took me that house
day after day
to be left in a dark room
and raped when my perps came in to rape me

shit - I was 2

Nathan


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#271769 - 01/17/09 11:28 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: nathan555]
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that is very sad Nathan

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#271795 - 01/18/09 10:53 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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mj,

I so feel your anger and hatred and emotions.

Everytime I wake up from the nightmare of my perp. brother raping me I feel your words of just how much hate I have toward him. The nightmares don't go away. The feelings don't go away. The emotions don't go away. The past does not go away.

I have heard said that time heals all wounds. I don't think I will live that long. The wounds are so evident in my life. The healing has yet to begin.

Ken

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#275599 - 02/17/09 01:48 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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well one of maybe two anger poems, this one is special

being in print whit 13 forms of the f word and I can fig our how to put at least 5 more f words in when my book is printed there is one f word I might add,

suck it down your fucking throat

anyone wants to add other places I will consider it.

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#275602 - 02/17/09 02:06 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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Hi, michael.

Wow, you have done it again. But in a very different way ANGER.
But you might want to add Bitch to it too.

No, as was used in one of the above messages

TIME DOES NOT HEAL ALL WOUNDS.

I doubt if our terrable wounds will EVER heal.

Thanks again Michael, my brother/friend, Heal Well.

Pete (Irishmoose)



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#297726 - 08/01/09 10:24 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: petercorbett]
michael Joseph Offline
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Healing comes to us in different ways for different reasons

at 47 I am better off than when I was 18 at least I would hope

I have learned somthing

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#298322 - 08/07/09 01:06 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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my words exactly...thanks for sharing your words. nomansanisland

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