Scream in the night!!!!
Cut the darkness with anger!
Send it coursing through the night,
The yellowness of its burning fire lighting the darkness with rage!!!
.....for a moment......
how distant now the whistle of its demise
how far away
how lonely the sound of its descent
The noise had been so wonderful
Had broken through the night
Had made me laugh at my own anger thrown into the sky
Hanging there brightly if only for a second
Seering the darkness
And then gone
Alone now again
So very cold
Huddled in the corner of the night
My scream...my final scream.....gone....finished
No one there?
Just me alone
Curl up now tightly
Knees to chest
Head tucked deeply down
Warmth of breath now trapped within
Heavy, tired eyes
Good it's coming now
Sweet, sweet rest
I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.