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#80744 - 07/05/02 02:00 AM lullabye
Aptrick Online   content


Registered: 06/26/02
Posts: 64
Loc: Nashville,Tennessee
hush now child and don't say a word
Papa wants to play but we can't be heard
just lie still and wipe away that tear
believe me, there are worse things to fear
alone, now we are close in the dark
don't start to cry cause the dog will bark
and if that dog wakes someone up
we'll have to play untill the sun comes up
don't tell anyone about our game
noone will ever love you quite the same
hush now child and don't say a word
Papa wants to play but we can't be heard
crawl into bed and lie on my chest
first, you have to play then you can rest
we'll play all night if you don't play good
untill you make Papa feel like you should
don't tell anyone you can think of
no one would understand our special "love"
if you tell the truth about our sin
NO ONE will ever love you again


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#80745 - 07/05/02 02:05 AM Re: lullabye
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
wow, that was something! I am very sorry you had to endure what you did to write that. I am glad you are here. It is a great place to be.

Thankyou for sharing this.

Michael Joseph

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#80746 - 07/05/02 02:08 AM Re: lullabye
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Check your profile Aptrick I sent you a private message, nothing big. Glad you are here.

MJ

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#80747 - 07/05/02 04:36 AM Re: lullabye
goflyakiteV Offline
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Registered: 05/24/01
Posts: 66
Loc: n.a.
APTRICK...WOW, I'M IN TEARS...............WHAT A POEM. WHAT AN ORDEAL YOU WENT THRU. IT BRINGS BACK ALL KINDS OF MEMORIES FOR ME. HISTERICLE, MEANINGLESS HORRORS. CAN'T SEEM TO GET A GRIP.

THE WAY WE ALL HAVE TO ENDURE IS DESPICABLE! THOUGHTS FROM THE PAST. YOUR WORDS RING TRUE....MY HEART ACHES WITH SIGHTS AND SOUNDS FROM THE PAST.

..."CRAWL INTO BED LAY ON MY CHEST...."

MY GOD, MY GOD..........MEMORIES AND FEAR, SOUNDS ABOUND.

HOPE YOU ARE WELL........SCOT


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#80748 - 07/05/02 07:06 AM Re: lullabye
embersglow Offline
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Registered: 06/18/02
Posts: 19
Loc: Minn
Very powerful...so sad that it was reality...thanks for sharing it

Ken


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#80749 - 07/07/02 02:33 PM Re: lullabye
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Loc: Virginia
hey APTRICK, I sent you a private message, and that was before our chat session. I dont rememmber what I said just go to your profile, you can respond back if you wish. I liked your poem and the chat.

MJ

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#80750 - 07/14/02 07:55 PM Re: lullabye
Lloydy Offline
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Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 7071
Loc: England Shropshire
Aptrick
your poem is heartbreaking, it's written from a broken heart.

That took so much strength.
Lloydy

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#80751 - 07/23/02 08:01 PM Re: lullabye
The Dean Offline
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Registered: 07/15/02
Posts: 2080
Loc: Milwaukee, WI
It is easy to feel a lot of love for the child on his fathers chest. I hope you love that little tyke in your heart and that you find it healing.
Thanks for sharing that poem.
NOMSV should publish a book of these. I would buy several copies.
Bob

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#441446 - 07/20/13 04:52 AM Re: lullabye [Re: Aptrick]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 3335
Loc: O Kanada


overwhelmed.
emotional.
speechless.
heartbroken.

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