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#80625 - 09/06/01 08:44 AM Re: Silence
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#80626 - 11/10/01 09:04 AM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
I just reread this post, I encourage others to share their writings, and thank those who have shared here. It has helped me remember I am not the only one.

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#80627 - 12/06/01 10:03 AM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
Sickness
vomit spewing
out of my mouth
it hurts
get it out
I want it out
help me get this wickness
out of my body
Hold me for a long time
when its done.

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#80628 - 12/06/01 10:10 AM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Loc: Virginia
wickness=wickedness
sorry about my spelling error

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#80629 - 12/22/01 03:04 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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shattered
lost
broken

memories lost
visions remembered
hurting heart

surviving somehow
alone in the dark
scared to go into the light

hopefully less scared and alone

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#80630 - 12/30/01 04:15 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
How do I Just live my life?
Feel what I am feeling?
Be me?

There is more to me than the abuse.
There is hope for tomorrow and today.
There is being who I am, me.

It is ok to feel the way I feel.
To live the way I want to.
And to say what I need to say.

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#80631 - 12/30/01 11:26 PM Re: Silence
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Registered: 12/30/01
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Loc: Bradenton, FL
Michael Joseph . . Thanks for sharing your poetry. I can see how growth come out of this. Keep on opening what you have inside and sharing. Its great.

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Everything works out right in the end. If things are not working right, it isn't the end yet. Don't let it bother you, relax and keep on goin
- Michael C. Muhammad

"I get up. I walk. I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing."
� Rabbi Hillel

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#80632 - 01/01/02 05:32 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
Thankyou Ken and welcome to NOMSV again.
see you on the chat soon.

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#80633 - 01/01/02 05:33 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Thankyou Ken and welcome to NOMSV again.
see you on the chat soon.

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Standing together is so much better than hiding in the dark.
***I am a three time WoR Retreat Alumni***
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#80634 - 01/29/02 09:07 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
One thing that I do is try to be perfict to make up for the abuse. My mother would correct me on things or point out what I did wrong. Call me chubby, not thinking it would hurt me, when it was her own weight issues that were at hand. She has a great deal of problems.

Then there is having my dad die when I was 12. Not to mention all the abuse.

How did I reach 39, it is awonder. I am glad foor what I have now. The road has been very shakey and bumppy. I know I have paid my dues, I am done being a victim.

Not only a survivor I am a thriver. I will succeed. It is in me to go forward no matter what. Fuck those bastards that abused me they will get their own in the end.

I will stand tall, just as you all should too!!!

Stand up with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michael Joseph

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