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#80605 - 05/17/01 10:20 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
HI BILLY, HOPE YOU ARE MAKING IT IN FLORIDA.

NEW POEM

LITTLE MIKEY

I USED TO PLAY WHEN I WAS A KID

THEN ONE DAY WHEN I WAS TEN

I HAD SEX WITH MY COUSIN

THEN IT WAS HARDER TO PLAY

SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH ME,

I WAS BAD

NOW I SPEND MY ADULT LIFE

REALAZING HOW GREAT I AM.

I CAN PLAY AGAIN!

THANK YOU LITTLE MIKEY! \:\)

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#80606 - 05/24/01 04:10 PM Re: Silence
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Loc: Virginia
You know after my cousin had sex with me when I was ten I felt really bad, going to hell bad. I had noone to talk to. The subject of sexual abuse about boys was not talked about. I was scared and alone. I felt like an outcast from society. I was a fagot at that point. I did not feel like I fit in anywhere. There were no words to describe how I felt. Just me walking home from school having the dry heaves because I felt sick by the whole thing. It was a shitty thing to do to someone.

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#80607 - 06/06/01 11:17 PM Re: Silence
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Tell your story till you are done.

The silence killed little mickey.

Michael screams and yells when he has to.

I want to feel all of my feelings.

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#80608 - 06/07/01 08:24 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
You Bastard

Fucking touch me,
I dare you.
Fucking ruin my life,
You can only fucking try.

But I won't be ruined,
Just fucked up.
Fuck you for
Fucking up my life.

I wish your body could be
ripped apart by
wild fucking dogs.
Starting by ripping off
your fucking genitals.

I want you fucking
balls on a platter.
I want you to fucking die.
Take the pain you gave me,
and suck it down your throat.
You fucking Bastard.
Fucking leave my body alone.

By M. Joseph

Hope you understand where my poem is coming from. Thank you.

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#80609 - 06/07/01 08:38 PM Re: Silence
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Loc: Australia
Thanks for sharing I was so touched by your eloquent and deeply moving words.

hugs and thankyou

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#80610 - 06/21/01 05:33 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Thank you for reading myy poems, I hope most can relate, they are theraputic for me.

Glad to share them with you.

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#80611 - 06/22/01 03:39 PM Re: Silence
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I especially like the topic of this forum.

SILENCE

what a great use of irony since here is where expressions of innermost thoughts can be made through words - yet, in silence!

In this case, silence is golden.

I feel compelled to attempt to reveal some part of myself in a poem. I beg your indulgence:

The heavy table shelters me.
Once.
The tree shelters me.
Once.
A dash accross the gravel road, a visit with safety, in a house not my home.
I always go home.
I am too young to stay out all night, but not too young to be used,
confused,
abused,
perused for clues -some hidden insight.

I am the wise one, I am the child.
The other's sadness -my plight.

In taking from me,
a
memory
a
fancy-free possiblity. . .

In taking,
there is lost all hope.
He chokes
in guilt,

w i t h e r s

away.

I stagger on.


SG


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#80612 - 06/25/01 08:31 AM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
thank you for the poem, I liked it.

We are together, this place helps me every

time I come here.

Thanks SG

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#80613 - 07/01/01 10:47 PM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
we are not alone,

Once I thought I was all alone

I was mistaken

I am not alone

There are many like me

crying out for sanity in this

world where children are hurt

and neglected.

I am glad I survived.

I am glad you did too.

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#80614 - 07/12/01 11:49 AM Re: Silence
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
I really believe my last post. That is why I come back. We need to stick together. This is a great place for support. Everyone who is male and hurt should be here. 1/2 the world would be here then. We all hurt.

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