I sit and wonder why
I sit and wonder who
I sit and just wonder
I feel it swell in me
The fear
My friend
My companion
The only thing I can trust
It never leaves me
It never lies to me
The only thing that has always been there
It has to be my friend
My trusted friend
The only thing I could tell everything too
The only one that has never told on me
The only one that has never broke my trust
"Im your frient" it says
"we will always be together"
"Im the only one that realy loves you"
"I will never leave you"
" We will be together forever"
"I will never leave you"
Fear
My friend, companion, my trusted ear to talk to
How would I live without you
I would be alone
Totally alone
I wouldnt have anyone with out you
How could I ask you to leave
You wer the one that comforted me
All those nights
All those tears
All the pain
All the shame
You were always there for me
Even the times I didnt know your were there
You carred me through
You are my only true friend