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#80290 - 04/17/05 05:58 AM Exhaustion
Bobby Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
God I want to be.
Just be.
Me.

Not your me
Or his me
Or her me
Or Mother's me
Or Daddy's me

Me

Whoever that is.
Good
Bad
Angel
Demon

Me

Can you help me find him?
Me?
So many layers.
Can't get through.
Can't find...
Exhausting
Looking
Where? Where are you? Who are you?

Me

Help me

Find me

What if when I get there....
What
If
There
Is
No
Me
?

Help me
Touch me

Am I real?
Can you feel me?
Am I here?
Can you see me?
Do I think?
Can you hear me?

Touch me
Please touch me
Can you feel me?

Then hold me
Tight
For just a second
For just a flash in time
Don't let me go
Tell me I exist
Let me find my image in your eyes.

Me

Alone

All

Alone

Mirror...wait...wait!

No...no...gone...gone now...


Me

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I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.




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#80291 - 04/17/05 11:34 AM Re: Exhaustion
markgreyblue Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
.....

wow

thanks bobby

very good

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#80292 - 04/18/05 03:29 PM Re: Exhaustion
LostinPA Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 04/04/05
Posts: 120
Loc: Lancaster, PA
It is like you are in my mind. Incredible. Thanks for saying it so beautifully. Great!
Exactly the cry of the lost and invisible.

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LostinPA
Ric

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#80293 - 05/06/05 03:16 AM Re: Exhaustion
RangerJ19 Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 42
Loc: North Woods
Thank you for posting that, Bobby.
It helped me out a lot!

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Life is worth living.
'Cause of legal issues and the fact i'm still trying to get better, I don't PM or chat w/ minors.

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