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#347775 - 12/10/10 03:50 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
Sobernow Offline


Registered: 05/17/10
Posts: 256
Loc: Oklahoma
Finally - a poem i can relate to.

Thank you MJ


Bob


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#351892 - 01/25/11 12:14 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
too many bastards out there

non bastards unite

something has to help keep children and adults safe from perps

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#351897 - 01/25/11 01:06 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
mrwhiskers Offline


Registered: 02/22/04
Posts: 193
Originally Posted By: michael Joseph
You Bastard

Fucking touch me,
I dare you.
Fucking ruin my life,
You can only fucking try.

But I won't be ruined,
Just fucked up.
Fuck you for
Fucking up my life.

I wish your body could be
ripped apart by
wild fucking dogs.
Starting by ripping off
your fucking genitals.

I want your fucking
balls on a platter.
I want you to fucking die.
I want you dead!

Take the pain you gave me,
and suck it down your throat.
You fucking Bastard.
Fucking leave my body alone.

By M. Joseph

copywrite 1995



Someday...until that day... i will keep this with me

Thaks MJ

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#352827 - 02/04/11 08:31 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: roadrunner]
risingagain Offline
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Registered: 11/09/10
Posts: 597
Loc: Vancouver, BC, Canada
you know it is so much better to put the anger where it belongs


i have been putting the anger on my friends, on the cable company, on the girl that cuts me off in traffic, on my boss, on anyone

anything that resembles being taken advantage of i am like a rabid dog

so BLESS YOU michael and all for owning your anger and for DIRECTING and EXPRESSING it in a healthy way

heal well, brothers


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#352863 - 02/05/11 11:18 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: risingagain]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
thank u rising again

I just hope everyone that hurt me
heard what I said in that poem somehow

not really sure how anyone can to this to a child.
adolestent, or adult. I was told by a friend that someone
was collecting poetry from survivors for a book, and so I sat down and wrote this poem and one other and then after a few years I was sent a copy of the book in the mail.

I remember going to a Mike Lew retreat and men had the book, and wanted me to sign it. My first book signing. Well I hope my Poem helps others find there anger, or at least recognize the anger and pain sexual abuse leaves on us.

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#352873 - 02/05/11 12:59 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
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Registered: 08/30/05
Posts: 331
Loc: Illinois
It's amazing ...even after 20 years and 5 months ...i am still so full of rage...this poem fits me too...thank you my brother ..

Forrest

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