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#80264 - 12/17/06 12:58 AM Re: You Bastard
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
please send pos messages men

I need them

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#80265 - 12/17/06 03:47 AM Re: You Bastard
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Registered: 11/18/05
Posts: 2437
hang on mj we are survivors ,its what we do right? its what we do best.

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its not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball - damien rice

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#80266 - 01/13/07 04:03 AM Re: You Bastard
OKIE MIKE Offline
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Registered: 02/13/04
Posts: 982
Loc: HULBERT OK
THANK YOU FOR PUTTING MY FEELINGS INTO WORDS

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MICHAEL

"I HAD NO SHOES THEN I SAW A MAN THAT HAD NO FEET"

"All I can do is be me, whoever that is"

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#138987 - 01/25/07 12:20 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: OKIE MIKE]
michael Joseph Offline
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Loc: Virginia
Your welcome, this has been a good poem for my recovery.

Hug Michael OK

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#143984 - 03/04/07 04:48 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: roadrunner]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
You Bastard

Fucking touch me,
I dare you.
Fucking ruin my life,
You can only fucking try.

But I won't be ruined,
Just fucked up.
Fuck you for
Fucking up my life.

I wish your body could be
ripped apart by
wild fucking dogs.
Starting by ripping off
your fucking genitals.

I want your fucking
balls on a platter.
I want you to fucking die.
I want you dead!

Take the pain you gave me,
and suck it down your throat.
You fucking Bastard.
Fucking leave my body alone.

By M. Joseph

copywrite 1995

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#143985 - 03/04/07 04:48 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: roadrunner]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
You Bastard

Fucking touch me,
I dare you.
Fucking ruin my life,
You can only fucking try.

But I won't be ruined,
Just fucked up.
Fuck you for
Fucking up my life.

I wish your body could be
ripped apart by wild fucking dogs.
Starting by ripping off
your fucking genitals.

I want your fucking
balls on a platter.
I want you to fucking die.
I want you dead!

Take the pain you gave me,
and suck it down your throat.
You fucking Bastard.
Fucking leave my body alone.

By M. Joseph

copywrite 1995

_________________________
Standing together is so much better than hiding in the dark.
***I am a three time WoR Retreat Alumni***
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#179354 - 09/09/07 08:54 PM Re: You Bastard [Re: roadrunner]
nicky Offline
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Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
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Edited by nicky (04/27/08 02:01 AM)
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i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8




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#179383 - 09/10/07 12:40 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: nicky]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
nicky why you think I wrote it

why is it in a book to help other survivors and myself

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#183273 - 09/29/07 12:29 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: roadrunner]
Joseph Romero Offline
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Registered: 03/08/01
Posts: 4
Loc: San Antonio,Texas
I know about the hate and anger and it have eaten me up alieve all my life. I forgive one day and then hate the next day. I am so confuse and mess up and that what they do


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#346233 - 11/25/10 10:30 AM Re: You Bastard [Re: michael Joseph]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
On Oct 15 I moved out of David Dice's house and was no longer locked in. I had my own apt. with a key.

Unfortunately he helped me carry things into my apt. the day after thanksgiving, 2006, and put his hands down my pants and asked me what happened to us. Like there was an us. He knew what he was doing when he locked me up and did not give me a key only to go with him everywhere he went. I was with him 24 / 7
as he did not work. Not sure making someone your partner and locking him in your house works well.

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