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#80150 - 03/19/05 08:21 AM Pain - Tirgger stuff
Dude Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 01/11/05
Posts: 116
Loc: Fort Smith, AR
What is pain
is just a word
or is it more
that can't be heard

Or can it
can it be free
to beat the crap
right out of me

For noone's there
to stop the pain
or even make
it go away

So i am stuck
with all this pain
will it ever
go away

I have no clue
what pain hurts worse
the beatings and sex
or verbal words

Everyday
i hear it still
and feel it too
it is so near

Noone knows
and noone care's
so here i am
stuck in this chair

nowhere to run
nowhere to hide
only place that's safe
is me inside

So there I sit
and there i wait
until i'm able
to get the fuck out of this place

One of these day's
I'll be set free
Only to live
be nightmear free

No worries of past
or of what has happened
only of me
to be pain free.

-Casper


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#80151 - 03/19/05 05:21 PM Re: Pain - Tirgger stuff
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
I'm sorry about the hurting, Casper. I understand it, and, yes, sometimes I think the words are the worst. You said that no one cares, and sometimes that's worse than any of it. But a lot of people here care. I know we're not there with you, but we do care, and in the really dark times, that can help. Bobby

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I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.




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#80152 - 03/22/05 08:01 AM Re: Pain - Tirgger stuff
Dude Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 01/11/05
Posts: 116
Loc: Fort Smith, AR
Pain is but a grip with reality
The only way i feel
The only way i live
I don't talk an never will
I live by pain an for pain
It keeps me alive
an it keeps me real
It's the way i speak
an the way i live
you no understand
till you be me
then you know
pain set me free
For without pain
i not free
just here trapped
without sanity
i can not speak
i have no mouth
no words, no tounge
to let it out
all i have
is pain for me
to let me out
to let me see
noone knows
noone cares
i'm left to rot
in my own cell
Freddy


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#80153 - 03/22/05 08:04 AM Re: Pain - Tirgger stuff
Dude Offline
Member
MaleSurvivor

Registered: 01/11/05
Posts: 116
Loc: Fort Smith, AR
Ok, let me try this again. Thank's bobby, i appreciate it.
-Casper


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