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#80116 - 11/28/06 12:06 AM Touch Me
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
Don't talk to me today.
Touch me.
Touch me on the shoulder.
No more.
My bare shoulder.
With your finger.
Don't take it away.
Leave it there.
Don't leave me.
Not now.
Let me feel your touch go through me.
Let me feel alive.
Let me not feel the loneliness any more.
No. Don't hug me.
Not that close.
I can't take a hug.
Not yet.
Not now.
I would have to scream.
Get away.
Run.
Hide.
But a touch.
I can take a touch.
Need a touch.
Like a child hurt, hiding in a dark corner.
Frightened.
Yet needing love.
Fearing love.
Fearing touch.
Needing touch.
Dying from the lack of love.
Head down.
Shaking.
Cold.
Afraid.
Touch me.
Please touch me.
Don't leave.
Don't let me be alone.
The shadows will put their arms around me.
Pull me in.
I won't know what to do.
Don't know what to do.
When no one's there.
When no one's there.
When no one's there...............

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I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.




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#80117 - 11/28/06 01:24 AM Re: Touch Me
Derdlecar Offline
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Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 1314
Loc: Ogden Utah, USA
Bobby

How can I touch you?
Like I'd like to do.
I know how good a touch can feel.
Fill you with warmth like a good meal.
Give you a gentle lasting touch.
The kind you crave so much.
If I could have my way,
I'd touch you right now, today
And if you are anything like me,
The tears would flow free.
There's something 'bout a caring, lasting touch
That can really heal the heart a whole bunch.
This is what I wish for you.
That your dreams all come true
That you will find someone there
Just sitting in the other chair
In the light of the fire.

Love ya
derdle

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#80118 - 11/28/06 01:29 AM Re: Touch Me
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
touch healing touch

the kind you need

healthy touch and love and caring

Love ya

MJ

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***I am a three time WoR Retreat Alumni***
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#80119 - 11/28/06 04:45 PM Re: Touch Me
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
Derdle, MJ,

So much about all of this I don't understand. So much. But I want you to know that, when I read your responses to my poem, I did feel the touch from both of you, literally. It went through my body. It hurt like hell as it passed through those places that shut down so many years ago and yet need so desperately to feel, and my child was able to cry.

Bobby

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#80120 - 11/29/06 12:28 AM Re: Touch Me
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
Bobby that is why we are here to touch in a good kind way, I am glad you felt touched.

I understand how you feel all too well.

I cry with you when you cry.

Love MJ

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***I am a three time WoR Retreat Alumni***
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#80121 - 11/29/06 06:21 AM Re: Touch Me
Derdlecar Offline
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Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 1314
Loc: Ogden Utah, USA
Bobby,

Glad the touch got through. And like MJ, I cry with you when you cry.

Love ya
Darrel

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