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#79834 - 10/08/06 07:16 AM desolation
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
I would touch


Something


Anything


Sometimes


So there would be no void.


I would reach out into the nothing and swirl my hand around hoping to touch


Something


But sometimes never do


And then I go to bed, because I'm afraid of waiting
Afraid of inventing a something that isn't there
Afraid of creating a shell of life to block the nothing in my mind


Why weren't you there?


Someone


Anyone


I hate to be alone, walking through the white....the mist of wonder.....the mist of expectation....of ultimate disappointment


When I am all alone


I would call your name


But I've forgotten who you are.

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I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.




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#79835 - 10/08/06 09:00 AM Re: desolation
shadowkid Offline
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Registered: 11/18/05
Posts: 2437
bobby my name is adam

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its not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball - damien rice

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#79836 - 10/08/06 03:42 PM Re: desolation
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Bobby,

You are never alone. I bet you would be surprised at the number of guys here who wonder how you are doing, even when they aren't on the site.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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