By Jon (me)
Lots of tears were shed last night
This time, I didn't even put up a fight.
So many years of pent up emotion
I must have cried enough to fill the pacific ocean.
There were no tears of rage in me
Only tears of sorrow, wishing for serenity.
I felt scared and alone
Like a king removed from his throne.
I feel much better now that I have cried
Almost feels like something that was destroying me has died.
I cried for myself, as selfish as that may appear
But I don't even care, cause nobody else could hear.
I find I have to be the sad clown, laughing on the outside...crying on the inside.