Julie, (My Sexual Abuser's Name)
Why is it me that this happened to?
What did I ever do to you?
Did you pick me, because I was strong?
Whatever the reason, the reason was wrong.
Am I the only person that you corrupted?
I hope I'm the only one whose life you disrupted.
Why did you have to betray my trust?
It couldn't have been just out of lust.
Did you know that I am currently scared?
Maybe its because I feel nobody cared.
Do you realize now what you did?
To this now man, who was once a kid.
I find I have to be the sad clown, laughing on the outside...crying on the inside.