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#79543 - 11/17/04 10:21 AM Julie
sadanddown Offline
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Registered: 10/26/04
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Loc: Gaboogistan
Julie, (My Sexual Abuser's Name)

Why is it me that this happened to?
What did I ever do to you?

Did you pick me, because I was strong?
Whatever the reason, the reason was wrong.

Am I the only person that you corrupted?
I hope I'm the only one whose life you disrupted.

Why did you have to betray my trust?
It couldn't have been just out of lust.

Did you know that I am currently scared?
Maybe its because I feel nobody cared.

Do you realize now what you did?
To this now man, who was once a kid.

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I find I have to be the sad clown, laughing on the outside...crying on the inside.

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#79544 - 11/17/04 06:03 PM Re: Julie
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Loc: Brooklyn, NY
You are being very charitable by calling her "Dear."

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If I am not for myself, who will be for me? If I am only for myself, what am I? If not now... when? --Hillel

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#79545 - 11/17/04 06:50 PM Re: Julie
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Quote:
Originally posted by kolisha54:
You are being very charitable by calling her "Dear."
I've always looked at the greeting "Dear so and so," not as a greeting that means anything, but you have a good point.

I did have a bunch of cusswords in it earlier but cleaned it up cause I wasn't sure of the board rules.

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#79546 - 11/17/04 11:57 PM Re: Julie
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No matter - your anguish comes through loud & clear:

wouldn't blame you if you got a little or a lot more nasty ;\)

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