Just a warning, this poem is kind of depressing. I wrote it after drinking a bit, it was a way for me to tell one of my friends about my SA without telling them what exactly happened to me, just the consequences of the SA. I never showed it to any of my friends, but it made me feel better, its also my first poem.
You Think
By Jon
You think you know, but you don't.
You think you are capable of knowing, but you aren't.
You think you can imagine the pain inside, but you can't.
You think you are able to understand the impact, but you can't.
You think you are able to understand the questions that it leaves, but you can't.
You think you can picture the sickness of it, but the sickness of it can't be imagined.
You think you can handle the pain, but you can't.
You think you can comprehend the open wounds, but you can't feel the salt being poured on them.
You think you have felt pain, discomfort and embarassement, but you haven't.
You think you know how to help, but you don't.
You think you are able to give me comofort and hope, but hope is dead, and comfort killed it.
You think you can help me, but you can't.
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I find I have to be the sad clown, laughing on the outside...crying on the inside.