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#79534 - 11/16/04 08:24 PM sensitve to the unconscious
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it's like my voice has been below water level and my my words gurgle mixted resonating and vibrating in my head and aloud - to the perceptor -

I am surrounding myself with things that comfort and calm me for when i am alone - and keep me above water

i get susceptible to fear which brings on energies - memory - which are -frightening experiences from the past beating me 0
if i do not keep my eyes and nose above the water line - but i have to dip down -
to express my self truly - i just can't hold my
breath very long before my head spins a yarn
and so then come back to the surface - and hold -

to clearly communicate - or to see and be -

and now relating to the calming real things surrounding me and getting me back, holding above the water line, seeing the future - making plans and looking forward to seeing my friends
and making new ones :-)

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#79535 - 11/16/04 08:31 PM Re: sensitve to the unconscious
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closing in on a firmer ground ....
but there will always be a sense of
the watery chaos of memory and emotion
.......

thanks for reading my effort at poetry

i hope there is some snippet of language that you

can relate to your experience

mgb

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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