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#79479 - 07/20/06 01:27 AM Missing Normal
FormerTexan Offline
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MaleSurvivor
Registered: 09/12/04
Posts: 11112
Loc: Denver, CO
I long for whatís normal and healthy
I crave the right perspective
In brokenness, I am wealthy
Though healing is my objective

I mourn the loss of whatís right
I grieve this misperception
Old lies have bound me tight
Blurring my heartís reception

Normal, you once were my king
You reigned oíer me supremely
I had causes to sing
ĎTil pain replaced you extremely

I donít know what Iím made of some days
I wander aimlessly, lost
Intimacy is a fog, a great haze
Broken, distorted, quite a high cost

Trying to figure things out, still
Trying to make a connection
Trying to find a ďnormalĒ pill
Iím not asking for perfection

©2006

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List of things ain't nobody got time for:

1. That


If I could meet myself as a boy...

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#79480 - 07/20/06 04:45 AM Re: Missing Normal
Derdlecar Offline
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Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 1314
Loc: Ogden Utah, USA
Me too Andy,

Darrel

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If a man would get his life on track, he must first go back to the place where it was derailed.

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#79481 - 07/20/06 04:52 AM Re: Missing Normal
healing_inside Offline
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Registered: 03/28/05
Posts: 2005
Me also Andy

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I can't come to the phone right now, I am out living my life

*** WoR Retreat Alumni - Alta 2005 ***

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#79482 - 07/20/06 04:28 PM Re: Missing Normal
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
Hear you, Andy.

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I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.




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#79483 - 07/20/06 04:43 PM Re: Missing Normal
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Andy,

You hit it man. I think that's one of the toughest ones to work past. But remember, we are always at our most critical when we are standing in front of the mirror. ;\)

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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