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#79411 - 07/10/06 09:24 PM One last glance
reality2k4 Offline
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The boy glanced back, with one last sigh
Come my lamb no more to cry
On my lap I beg you forth
I will give you back your sword

But Lord you left me on that day
I begged you dearly that you stay
I stayed my son, did not you see
I held your arm as you to me

In all the sorrow
And all the pain
Those days of hurt
Will ebb and drain

I wished you back
To see your smile
The one I gave you
My lost child

But why? My Lord did you not see
the many children such as me!
The Earth is crying day by day
there is no more to really say

alas

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#79412 - 07/13/06 06:58 AM Re: One last glance
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Posts: 7821
Ste,

Quote:

But Lord you left me on that day
I begged you dearly that you stay
I stayed my son, did not you see
I held your arm as you to me
That's something I've struggled with a lot in my own spiritual quest. Trying to understand all this. I think I came to pretty much the same conclusion as you, in a manner of speaking.

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#79413 - 07/13/06 09:50 AM Re: One last glance
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Eddie,

Quote:
I wished you back
To see your smile
The one I gave you
My lost child
That is what he promised each and every one of us, as his children.
He gave us that smile, nobody can take it away,
and all his lost children will one day be part of him again,

ste

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#79414 - 07/13/06 07:08 PM Re: One last glance
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Loc: Carlisle, PA
Ste and Eddie,

I can now look back on my bad days and say with conviction that God was with me. When I dissociated and "went" to the ceiling and closed my eyes and held my ears so I wouldn't see or hear anything happening below, I felt comforted. Not alone.

When I stood at the railroad track thinking in another minute I would be dead and free at last, something stayed my feet and kept me rooted on the spot. I didn't do it.

Another time when I had the kitchen knife on my wrist, my sister can bouncing in, home early from some activity, and of course looking for me first thing. She arrived with seconds to spare. Who sent her?

I know others won't buy into this and for years I thought I never would either. But now I do. Why that is, well, it's something I'm working on.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#79415 - 12/06/06 09:22 PM Re: One last glance
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Bump for shadow and others.

Guess, God wanted me to be here for a reason, dont know what but he did, at 13yo I met him briefly and he returned me back,

ste

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