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#79092 - 05/11/06 04:34 PM Re: visit from hell
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
now empty
i feel used again
i hate this game...
you always win

Hurts me, Kuurt. The pain makes me cry. Can't imagine what it must do to you. But he hasn't won. Your strength shines through. You've won, because your spirit,who you are is still strong. They take our bodies because we can't fight back, and, yes, to a certain degree they destroy a part of us. But what they really want, really need, is to destroy our souls and that's something they can't have. We are survivors. Our strength is in who we are. When I feel your strength, it makes me proud of my own. It's so interesting to me that your poem about not being able to fight back says just the opposite to me...makes me feel how strong you are. This poem and the person who wrote it are both awesome! Bobby

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#79093 - 05/11/06 07:24 PM Re: visit from hell
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Kurt,

I would like to ask you to look here at all the support you have received, mainly from guys who don't really know you at all.

You are NOT alone!

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#79094 - 05/11/06 08:43 PM Re: visit from hell
WalkingSouth Offline
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Registered: 08/30/05
Posts: 16264
Kurt,

I just read Bobby's post and agree with it whole heartedly. I too see a strength in your post that I was never able to see in myself when I was in the middle of all the s**t.

Just keep talking, Bro.

Lots of love,

John

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“Life’s journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting ‘Holy ____…! What a ride!’” ~Hunter S. Thompson

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#79095 - 05/11/06 09:56 PM Re: visit from hell
kuurt Offline
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Registered: 12/23/05
Posts: 168
Loc: louisiana
it's hard for me to write anything about what happend when i was little...and what's happening now, so it really helps that you guys have given me so much feedback and support. thank you.

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"if it keeps on rainin' the levee's gonna break.
and if the levee breaks, i'll have no place to stay"
-led zeppelin

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#79096 - 05/11/06 11:00 PM Re: visit from hell
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Kurt,

Yes, it is very hard, but you are finding your own way and that's what counts. You are talking and that is so important. By talking you are rejecting what was done to you, rejecting the solitude of staying silent, and rejecting the blame. You are a very brave guy.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#79097 - 05/12/06 02:50 AM Re: visit from hell
newo Offline
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Registered: 01/09/06
Posts: 55
Loc: CA, USA
Kuurt

I have a wrist band that I have in quantity. I will send you one... it sais "Silent No More."
The silence has to end. Take the risk of talking to someone, and then be safe.

PM me as to how to send you a wrist band.

OKW

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Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much
"Religion is for those afraid of going to hell. Spirituality is for those who have already lived through it."

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#79098 - 05/12/06 03:33 AM Re: visit from hell
Derdlecar Offline
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Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 1314
Loc: Ogden Utah, USA
( ( ( ( ( ((((((((((Kurt)))))))))) ) ) ) ) )

Darrel

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If a man would get his life on track, he must first go back to the place where it was derailed.

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