Good job, there is a communication in poetry like this that seems to pass all understanding. Somehow, it is heart to heart with so many of us feeling your words as if we have said them ourselves.
Sorry that you/we write of such sad stuff but getting it out proves that life has meaning and you/we are not destined to fail.
Keep that emotion pumping, keep those words flowing, there is recovery in those sentences.
"No soul is desolate as long as there is a human being for whom it can feel trust and reverence."