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#78819 - 04/06/06 08:57 PM Come With Me, Little Boy
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
I want to get out of here
I want to go outside and close the door
Leave this place
An empty place
Just close the door and not look back
Walk down the road, into the trees
To happy times
A place where rain has cleaned the highways
Made the air smell pure and sweet
And cool breezes blow around my face

But I would have to leave him behind
Looking out the window
So forlorn

I know he'd wait for my return
I know he'd stand there for hours
Trusting that I'd come back for him
Not leave him there alone
Not help him out
Not take him with me

And yet, sometimes I think that's the only way to survive
Just leave him
Cut my losses
Forget it all
Walk into the future

But I love him
He is me
His hurts, mine

But, Lord, I wish he'd get on with his healing
I don't want to feel his pain anymore
I want to pull him up and out
C'mon...let's go... up....out....there's a life out there....time's a'wastin'.
Ah, shit, little guy, stop looking at me like that
Come here
Let me hold you
Yeah, go ahead....cry....let it out....I'm not leaving

But that road is looking better all the time
Those hills
That breeze

Gotta help him
Gotta make him feel the love
Gotta make him love himself
Gotta help him see that all along he was the good one
The one who was okay
The innocent
The father had the flaw
The anger
The perversity
How?
Can't just hold him forever
Love him forever
Promise not to let him go

Look into my eyes, little boy
Look
Hear me
Hear what my eyes are telling you
You are whole
You are good
Sissy is okay...more than okay...I love you for who you are...I want to be you...I'm proud to be you...I'm proud to share your goodness...your purity...your love...your vulnerability
HE WAS WRONG!
HE SHOULDN'T HAVE HURT YOU!
HE HAD NO RIGHT TO SAY THOSE THINGS!
THINK THOSE THINGS!
DO THOSE THINGS!
TAKE HIS HEART AWAY WHEN YOU NEEDED IT SO BADLY.

Look at me, little boy.
I love you,
And I count
I count for something
Come with me
Leave this place
He's not coming back here with his love
He never was

The house is old
Musty
Dead
They've all gone....all but you
All but us
I've come back for you, but I cannot stay forever
I cannot lose my life for you
Not again

Come with me
The road is clean
The air is cool
And life is there for us to take
Us
Us
Us

Look into my eyes,little boy, and you will know.

_________________________
I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.




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#78820 - 04/06/06 10:33 PM Re: Come With Me, Little Boy
roadrunner Offline
Administrator Emeritus
MaleSurvivor

Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Bobby,

Quote:
He is me
This is the beginning and the end and everything in between.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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