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#7616 - 11/16/01 02:00 PM Re: DAMN BLACKENED SOUL!
getteddie Offline
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Registered: 07/19/01
Posts: 226
Loc: Cub Hill, Md
Hell?...Dammed?...Or maybe just abused to the point of being totally freaked? We are all going to live in hell forever or for just part of the time...there are ways to take a vacation from hell and I'm leaving for the week end...a 4 day week end!!!!

When I was 12 and thought that I knew the complete story of sex...I couldn't even get hard yet but my butt was well used and was the world to me...being raped was almost dayly and I played with it when I wasn't being fucked...guess what...After the flashbacks and PTSD...I'm 12 again most of the time...talk about feeling bad about how sex was and is today...WOW...would rather be dead..SURE...have to stay and take care of my 13yo girl and my wife..they can't fix a thing!!!!...I can and can fix almost anything and try to fix myself...for a while by giving into the 12 yo. So why do we all feel so bad about past sa...We had our minds fucked up by our abusers and now you have to go with your flow or break!!!!

Eddie


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#7617 - 11/26/01 03:14 PM Re: DAMN BLACKENED SOUL!
goflyakiteV Offline
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Registered: 05/24/01
Posts: 66
Loc: n.a.
BLACKEN, YOUR SO ANGRY THAT I FEAR YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE ANYMORE. TAKE A BREATH AND SLOW YOUR THOUGHT PATTERN DOWN SOMEWHAT. ANGER IS A GOOD TOOL, BUT HATING YOURSELF IF VENGENCE TOWARD YOURSELF, NOT YOUR ABUSER.

I WAS SODDOMIZED 6 TIMES THAT FIRST TIME BY 4 GUYS..... YOU CAN MAKE IT! ONE DAY AT A TIME.

ANGER IS GOOD...HATRED IS NOT GOING TO HELP IN SOME CASES. SLOW DOWN FOR YOUR OWN PEACE OF MIND SO YOU CAN GET THE HELP YOU DESERVE!

SCOTT


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