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#76039 - 03/08/04 09:29 PM a bit about my past...
irishguy Offline
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Registered: 03/01/04
Posts: 231
Loc: Dublin, Ireland
Hey,
i decided i would like to share a bit of my past with the rest of you guys. i dont want to go into detail about my abuse right now.so i will just give a basic de>
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#76040 - 03/09/04 09:02 AM Re: a bit about my past...
Mike Church Offline
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Registered: 01/23/03
Posts: 3439
Loc: Toronto, Canada
You said:

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i see him and i am still afraid, i feel the fear i felt when i was kid when he would put his hands on me, i hear the things he said to me over and over in my head,i remember the smell,and most of all i remember how weak and empty i felt....
That is a normal reaction. Because it triggers the child in you and that child was terrified. I had to look at the past and recognize I could not change the facts on the beliefs and emotions I maintained about those facts. IT WAS NOT MY FAULT. THEY STOLE FROM ME THAT WHICH WAS MY RIGHT. THEY ARE TOTALLY TO BLAME AND I HATE THEM FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND BY THEIR ACTIONS CONTINUE TO DO. I AM IN CONTROL NOW. THEY ARE NOT. I AM NOT POWERLESS.

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