I recently joined NOMSV and this is my first message.

I was molested as a child for many years by my uncle. Those years I call the black holes because I have very little memory of the third, fourth and fifth grade. I never forgot that I was raped and molested but I Just can't remember the details. I have been in therapy for over a year. When I discuss the early years I often have out of body feelings. They call it disassociation. I would have those feelings in my sleep but never in the day. Has any one had those experiences and if so do they diminish in time?

Thanks for any input,

Jack

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