I recently joined NOMSV and this is my first message.

I was molested as a child for many years by my uncle. Those years I call the black holes because I have very little memory of the third, fourth and fifth grade. I never forgot that I was raped and molested but I Just can't remember the details. I have been in therapy for over a year. When I discuss the early years I often have out of body feelings. They call it disassociation. I would have those feelings in my sleep but never in the day. Has any one had those experiences and if so do they diminish in time?

Thanks for any input,