I have part of my story at earlier posts, had sex with a cousin when I was 10. He locked me in his bedroom and hid the key before I knew what was happening.
Another cousin made me and my brother pee on ourselves, and he showed himself to us.
Then my dad died when I was 12, and a father figure would touch me when he could get me alone. that ended around my 15 birthday.
Now what. At 39 1/2, counseling on and off
retreats, weekends, anything to gget better.
I do feel better, even though there are still hard times now and then.
The hardest part is truely believing that I am a good person inside. I am glad this place is here so I can be heard. I still have some anger inside along wiht many other feelings. Thank you everyone for listening.
Standing together is so much better than hiding in the dark.
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