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#75676 - 09/21/06 02:48 AM hate me- Blue October
Jerry8-14-04 Offline
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Registered: 06/10/06
Posts: 16
Loc: Ohio
I have to block out thoughts of you so I donít lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that Iím alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you

Iím sober now for 3 whole months itís one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wonít touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So Iíll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling ďMake it go away!Ē
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered ďHow can you do this to me?Ē

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you
For you
For you
For you

[Children voices:]
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming,
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me.
I can't believe you actually picked me

[Girl:] Hey Justin! [x12]


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#75677 - 09/21/06 02:50 AM Re: hate me- Blue October
Jerry8-14-04 Offline
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Registered: 06/10/06
Posts: 16
Loc: Ohio
All of their lyrics are just cut to the bone. They had some bad shit happen to them and you can see it all over in all their songs...amazing stuff.


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