No, you are not alone in these feelings. If only we could start over or just rely on others to take us where we need to go. But unfortunately it's not like that. The only way forward is straight through the middle of all our problems, and we are the ones who have to decide on the steps and then find the courage to take them.
But at least we don't have to do that alone. We are all on the same path.
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)