This isn't really just for survivors. I listened to it a lot last summer when dysfunction was pushing us into a very bad place. It has a somewhat different meaning for me now, since I started dealing with the sexual abuse.

I left out all the doo-doo doo-doo's \:\)


I Wish You Would by Train


Sleepless nights and endless days
and all I do is promise to change my ways.
I leave the lights on, you know I pretend you're on your way.

You used to say you know there's a time we all deserve to lose our mind.
So I lost my mind now I'm ready to find my way.
Hey, hey!

Back home
today
to stay
the way you wished I would.
And I swear
to stay
the way you wished I would.

I don't know if I gonna have to redesign my own mind.
Mmm, hmm.
But tonight I made a wish and I sure hope that it comes true
cause it been too long without you.
It's been too long.

Come home
today
to stay
the way you wished I would.
And I swear
to stay
the way I wish you would.

Even if I left it all behind
there'd be reason to come back.
Even though I left you far behind
always that you'd come here to find me.
Come find me!

I don't know if I can wait this long to be what I used to be
I don't think I can wait much longer for the tide to come back to me.
Come back to me.

Back home
today
to stay
the way I wish you would.
And I swear
to stay the way I wish you would.
The way I wish you would.

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"Telemachos, your guest is no discredit to you. I wasted no time in stringing the bow, and I did not miss the mark. My strength is yet unbroken…"—The Odyssey, translated by W.H.D. Rouse