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#73785 - 05/08/03 10:55 PM Linkin Park....re-visited
orodo Offline
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Registered: 03/15/02
Posts: 735
Loc: Imladris, The Safe Haven of Ar...
I have moved out of the house, and it's getting nasty now, by her choice....and this song keeps playing in my head over and over and over and over. I can't help it. It won't stop. She is the one who crossed the line and has a thing goin with someone else, and I feel tremendous guilt, shame, blame for what is happening to me and my kids. I feel like it's all my fault, and that

In The End

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

Chorus

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

Chorus (2x)

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#73786 - 05/09/03 08:00 AM Re: Linkin Park....re-visited
Lloydy Offline
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Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 7071
Loc: England Shropshire
Orodo
I'm sorry to hear that, you know where to come for support though.

Dave

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Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.
Henry David Thoreau

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#73787 - 05/09/03 12:25 PM Re: Linkin Park....re-visited
Wuamei Offline
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Registered: 08/19/02
Posts: 2700
Loc: The left turn I should have ta...
Ditto Orodo. LYLAB.

Victor

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"I can't stand pain. It hurts me."
--Daffy Duck

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#73788 - 05/09/03 12:25 PM Re: Linkin Park....re-visited
Wuamei Offline
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Registered: 08/19/02
Posts: 2700
Loc: The left turn I should have ta...
Ditto Orodo. LYLAB.

Victor

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"I can't stand pain. It hurts me."
--Daffy Duck

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#73789 - 05/09/03 09:13 PM Re: Linkin Park....re-visited
Cement Offline
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Registered: 06/05/02
Posts: 740
Loc: Southern California
Orodo, I am so sorry to hear you are having problems.

You have always got great songs...can I repeat a lyric I have posted a few times?

Any major dude with half a heart surely will tell you my friend;
Any minor world that breaks apart falls together again.
When the demon is at your door, in the mornin' it won't be there no more.
Any major dude will tell you; any major dude will tell you.
- "Any Major Dude" by Steely Dan

Peace, dude
James

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