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#73256 - 05/28/05 06:43 AM fear of intimacy
puppy Offline

Registered: 05/28/05
Posts: 129
Loc: earth
well i am posting messages all over here, ive been reading things on this site for about an hour and i am starting to feel like less of a messed up freak. i cant seem to 'date' at all. i try. ive had relationships bu i cant deal with intimacy. to me sex means being drunk. without lots of drinking, i cant deal with it. im a college student so i guess that is partly normal. but certainly not healthy. i have guilt about being gay. i confuse my sexuality with all the abuse crap. i cant separate one from the other. and its funny how easily all these thoughts are coming out right now, because i dont think ive ever even admitted any of this to myself. (cue the therapist). i dont know. i want to feel alive and i cant. i want to trust someone. and stop hating myself. im not sure what else i have to say. but yeah. this is a cool place to vent.


#73258 - 05/28/05 02:57 PM Re: fear of intimacy
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Registered: 04/30/05
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There are no unresolved issues - they just didn't resolve themselves the way we would have liked. "Grinder and Bandler - Neuro-Linguistic Programming"


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