That is such an open and generic question, are you looking for a theoretical discussion of why some survivors are gay and some are not? Do you have some feelings of your own you would like to share and discuss? I am confused by the general nature of your post.
To answer your question without further clarification on what it is your thinking about,, yeah, i find some abnormality about my sexual interest in men, what i find abnormal is how my sexuality was scrambled by my abuse experiences to the point i was not sure about anything and that set me up to deny my feelings and end up spending some 20 years and having four kids with a woman that is incapable of being there for me and generally leaves me feeling suspect, inadequate, insecure, guilty and generally like a bad person.
Let me know what your thinking, ok?
I asked him about this law he spoke of, he said,,, *watch* he then asked the others to share about their lives,,, the others talked of how things were for them, how things worked in their lives,,, and as they believed, it was so.