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#71055 - 06/25/01 09:12 AM Feeling's
fmighell Offline
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Registered: 02/19/01
Posts: 276
Loc: Anchorage,Alaska
Hello -
For me because I did get to choose,
when I was going to have sex.
As a child of neglect and with whom, my Dad or my Mom, or the kid next door.
A learned survival skill, seeking approval, needing to express myself.
Not just crying all the time, I had to try something different, and to be loved.
I would try loving other's, Mom or Dad, male or female, because of what I saw between my parents, when they had sex.
I wanted love and attention as a boy.
I allowed sex to occur and abuse or harm.

A pattern grows-up from an infant to a boy.

visual = seeing
auditory = hearing
olfactory = smelling
tactile = holding
spatial = skin to skin
temperature = physically warmth

Teaching and learning values of illicit sexual intercourse, psychological differences that distinguish urge's or instinct's, and manifesting into desiring, and arousing the feelings pertaining to and affecting the characteristic and characterized concern or quality.
SEX
1.Consensual or coercive or forceful or rape.
Homosexual or heterosexual.
Adult with Adult, Adult with Child, Child with Child.
2.Even physical signs of mutuallation, anal tears and penis tears.
3.Psychiatric trauma too.
What an illusion, I made with some help. :rolleyes:
fmighell Anc Ak

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#71056 - 06/30/01 11:41 AM Re: Feeling's
fmighell Offline
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Registered: 02/19/01
Posts: 276
Loc: Anchorage,Alaska
Urge's are strong feelings, for me.
I have this hole that I want filled in my life, and at the same time fulfilling the urge's of someone else.

I'm upset from the movie of A.I.,
it is a good movie but it had a strong triger for me.
About a boy robot wanting a Mom.

So I'm feeling lonely and I used to over dose my body sense's, till I'm numb all over and my brain is in a daze, from over stumilating from multiple orgasms and the like.

fmighell Anc Ak

[ 06-30-2001: Message edited by: fmighell ]


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#71057 - 06/30/01 12:33 PM Re: Feeling's
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
powerful stuff,

damage has been done

now I heal

now I learn about me

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