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#70381 - 07/03/06 01:54 AM apology
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
i feel i owe a lot of people here on the site a lot of recognition -

and maybe just a telling that

when i loose a sense of self -

after a lot of dissapointment - in others around

- the ones who say - even when trying to do a good job for them (I refer to a person here in Toronto - I find my view goes to a nihiistic state)

my whole reason for working was an earnest concern and now this person - here -

nullified my efforts though I was helping him too -

it's a shame - and now I know I have withdrawn my help -

and the only thing I am concerned with is that my anger that may upset the people that matter to me -

I have spent this afternoon very angry - and it
redelivered other inconsistencies and non - defined life issues into me
thinking life is pointless - and ugly ideas - "people suck" etc..

and this craziness was brought on - by a jerk -

of a person - who I will not validate any further by letting him upset my life -

or the way i deal with myself - or my buddies -

keep well all -

It's not been easy today -

but I am relaxing now - and know

The bad guys will not stop me from caring about

my friends or my life.

Mark

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#70382 - 07/04/06 02:28 PM Re: apology
george of kent Offline
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Registered: 10/28/05
Posts: 305
Loc: delaware
"The bad guys will not stop me from caring about my friends or my life."
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I think that comes very close to being a perfect definition of "sanity". God Bless, mgb.
(Wish us a "happy 4th" here, south of the border.
Love, etc.,

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Frightened, you are my only friend.
And frightened we are, every one.
Someone must take a stand -- Coward, take my coward's hand"
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#70383 - 07/06/06 01:16 AM Re: apology
markgreyblue Offline
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Loc: Pasadena, CA
thanks gk

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-wisdom of the hopi elders

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#70384 - 07/06/06 01:20 AM Re: apology
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
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Loc: Pasadena, CA
thanks for the jam george -

NC \:\)

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-wisdom of the hopi elders

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#70385 - 07/06/06 01:21 AM Re: apology
markgreyblue Offline
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he he ;\)

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#70386 - 07/06/06 04:42 PM Re: apology
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

There will always be people in our lives who will distort the facts and seek to manipulate us emotionally to feed their own needs at the expense of our own. I see no shame or fault in walking away from them...at a fast trot!!!!

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#70387 - 07/08/06 08:38 PM Re: apology
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
Love you

mike joe

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