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#70186 - 05/13/06 09:18 AM how do you say it
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
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Loc: Pasadena, CA
i get to want things

i woke up

and rather than feel beholden or ashamed i was awake

i thought about work - and felt a bit of a puppy wanting help

but i began to maybe believe i would only go for what i wanted anyway - it is - was a transition

and i started to want to go for what i wanted -

- i was always to fill the form rather than go for what i would -

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#70187 - 05/13/06 09:20 AM Re: how do you say it
markgreyblue Offline
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and so i started to look for work with desire rather than -

- obedience to a past of abuse -

it's 4 in the morning - and am

really excited -

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#70188 - 05/13/06 09:21 AM Re: how do you say it
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there is somewhere i am looking into!

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#70189 - 05/13/06 01:33 PM Re: how do you say it
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Mark,

You are basically saying that you want to live the rest of your life based on hopes for your future rather than despair over the past. I can't think of any better attitude.

Much love,
Larry

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As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#70190 - 05/14/06 02:55 AM Re: how do you say it
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mark hope you are feeling better sorry I missed your message to go to chat

your friend mike

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