today seemed like a hundred years of profundity!
(ick such writing makes me gag)
so be it - it was a day of learning so much!
i was enthused - engaged - attacked and parried -
i presented myself with decorum - and was strong -
wise - and learned - intuited too -
which is dangerous - but i found such a whirlwind
made me somewhat nihilistic in this late afternoon rainstorm in a nordic sociliastic country -
i looked around so one of many but not knowing anyone!
and felt that maybe this city thing isn't for me -
well firstly - maybe my home IS my paradise -!
maybe it's my fantasy!
maybe - the city isn't where I belong -
it's a wild early evening now and not a good time for decisions -
just had a long conversation with my buddy -
and now to chatting or watching
"men with brooms" (a curling movie!)
and then to chatting
anyway - ttyl -