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#70041 - 03/27/06 05:37 PM grateful today
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
hi guys,

i haven't posted just a hi to everybody in a while - so part of this post is to say "hello!"

I am feeling grateful right now - I don't know the germaine quality this has -

but I am experiencing a peacefulness - I think it's a self acceptance thing - I
have been able to think more and more about life issues -

relationships - my lack of them - in the romantic sense - and workwise too -

I have been real avoidant - in some senses - and instead become enraptured and just musing on the qualities of where I walk and what I see -

in some senses - it's a great time -but also right now - I seriously want to start selling some things - to develop some assets -

Frankly - I want some easy times too -
Sorry - I know I am not suppposed to say that -

I want my work to be easy sometimes - \:\)
and also I feel - I want it to be challenging -
I have hunger - and yet - I want it also
to be something I can excel at rather than being like - stuffing a porcupine in a purse made of stocking material -

\:\)

it's wild - am gettinghungry to be there now - at work - and the moment here at home knowing what I have to do - and maybe feeling the permission and self tolerance to go for it - how to engage it all - and not spin - out of control -

feels - well - just good - nice - happy with some nerves about things -

happy and not real drama

I hope you fellas are enjoying classic spring weather where you are - it's sunny here -

and the bulbs are getting ready to bloom -
in 4 days I think - !

hey where's dwf??

\:\)

peace - mgb

_________________________
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#70042 - 03/27/06 05:48 PM Re: grateful today
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

It sounds very much like you are saying this: I want my life to be serene but exciting, successful and happy but challenging as well, joyful but realistic.

Sounds like you want a life that is uniquely yours because it reflects your dreams and your hard work. That's not a bad ideal to aim for bro. \:\)

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#70043 - 03/27/06 09:10 PM Re: grateful today
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
thanks Larry!

\:\)

_________________________
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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