i haven't posted just a hi to everybody in a while - so part of this post is to say "hello!"
I am feeling grateful right now - I don't know the germaine quality this has -
but I am experiencing a peacefulness - I think it's a self acceptance thing - I
have been able to think more and more about life issues -
relationships - my lack of them - in the romantic sense - and workwise too -
I have been real avoidant - in some senses - and instead become enraptured and just musing on the qualities of where I walk and what I see -
in some senses - it's a great time -but also right now - I seriously want to start selling some things - to develop some assets -
Frankly - I want some easy times too -
Sorry - I know I am not suppposed to say that -
I want my work to be easy sometimes -
and also I feel - I want it to be challenging -
I have hunger - and yet - I want it also
to be something I can excel at rather than being like - stuffing a porcupine in a purse made of stocking material -
it's wild - am gettinghungry to be there now - at work - and the moment here at home knowing what I have to do - and maybe feeling the permission and self tolerance to go for it - how to engage it all - and not spin - out of control -
feels - well - just good - nice - happy with some nerves about things -
happy and not real drama
I hope you fellas are enjoying classic spring weather where you are - it's sunny here -
and the bulbs are getting ready to bloom -
in 4 days I think - !
hey where's dwf??
peace - mgb