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#70012 - 03/16/06 05:30 PM no structure can be exhausting and also fun
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
it's wild - i just realized how the

'not know what to expect - of the day'

can really grow tiring at times -

not always -

sometimes - it's great -

sometimes - like now - i find i am tired - overtired -

sometimes -

when it's fun it's super -

i am what the day asks me to be - i have my camera -
i am nothing but happy -
laughing and willing to chat to the first smiling face i see! :0)
or dream -
or see the most wonderful or poignant detail -
snapshot!

sometimes though it is so painful - the injustice - uncaring - or the harsh twist of fate -
i want to rush to a place alone and sob
sometimes i can't -

\:\(

_________________________
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#70013 - 03/17/06 05:06 PM Re: no structure can be exhausting and also fun
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

Quote:
sometimes though it is so painful - the injustice - uncaring - or the harsh twist of fate -
i want to rush to a place alone and sob
sometimes i can't
Can I make a suggestion? When I get down or have been badly treated I get all quiet and just want to reach for my guitar and play for awhile. That really helps me.

What would help you? You take tons of pics, you love photography, and you are a good photographer. Why not put together an album of your favorite shots - by you or others? Things that REALLY uplift you! Then when you are down you can return to that album and see all the things you really like and great pics you have taken yourself. That might help you a lot.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#70014 - 03/17/06 07:50 PM Re: no structure can be exhausting and also fun
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
Larry I am so touched by your comments -

I am always surprised when people appreciate me -

Thank You soo soo much -!!

I spend so much time alone - that at times -

The only thing I have is the moment of creating them - and wanting to send them out - contented in a good email -

most don't say a thing -

Thanks Larry -

I actually have a few ideas - This is a great idea and Spring board to create a book -

Thanks and I love you man!

\:\)

Mark

_________________________
"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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