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#69489 - 12/13/05 02:34 PM had a moment last night - life is so weird
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
hi guys,

i do have good moments really

I guess though last night was awful - it started good but then just a reminder of how alone I am -

I thought I had a connection with someone -

I suppose I could be forgiving of his angst -

but we seemed to get on really well - but

at the end - his way of communicating shifted and
it became pretty frightening in retrospect.

assumptions and paranoia - 20 questions and yet still with a promise to talk again there was utter nobelief on his part -

it ruined it - I so wanted a friend and now I am just uncomfortable.

he was inconsollable and strayed into the bizarre of almost a trance of saying things and not answering questions about what he said.

he did have a small smell of alcohol but just very odd.

ah well -back to the world of photographs and work search -

lol - and hugging my stuffed moose !


jokes aside - i just want a normal life -

day to day work and stuff -

ok - have a good one -

we'll get there -

mark

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#69490 - 12/15/05 04:30 PM Re: had a moment last night - life is so weird
george of kent Offline
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Registered: 10/28/05
Posts: 305
Loc: delaware
how strange! the "small smell" of alcohol sounds like the real explanation to me for his behavior.
Hug that moose!
"Normality" will come, eventually, and maybe when you least expect it -- at least that's sorta what happened to me.
Love, etc.,

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"We are only two and yet our howling can encircle the world's end.
Frightened, you are my only friend.
And frightened we are, every one.
Someone must take a stand -- Coward, take my coward's hand"
Arthur Laurents

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#69491 - 12/15/05 04:42 PM Re: had a moment last night - life is so weird
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

I know that when something looks promising and then doesn't work out, well, what can one say? It's disappointing and sometimes it hurts as well. But it seems to me that it's better to get the bad news early, rather than invest time and emotional energy in someone and then have it all fall apart on down the line.

Don't get down on yourself or feel you have to recreate yourself in some mold that isn't really you - that's the most important thing. It's a strange world, and we often end up spending our lives with people we would never previously have imaged as our partners.

Meanwhile, I have been cackling for the past few minutes over George's advice...hug that moose!!!! What a cool motto. Well done George!

Much love bro,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#69492 - 12/15/05 06:22 PM Re: had a moment last night - life is so weird
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
thanks gentlemen and moose

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-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#69493 - 12/16/05 05:57 AM Re: had a moment last night - life is so weird
cat lover Offline
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Registered: 10/09/05
Posts: 89
Loc: Denver, Colorado
Go for hugging the stuffed moose! I hug my cat!


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#69494 - 12/16/05 06:18 PM Re: had a moment last night - life is so weird
roadrunner Offline
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Loc: Carlisle, PA
Actually, I would LOVE to see a photo of the moose in the images forum. \:\)

Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#69495 - 12/17/05 12:54 AM Re: had a moment last night - life is so weird
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
i have sent you moose no?

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#69496 - 12/17/05 04:04 PM Re: had a moment last night - life is so weird
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Yep, indeed you did. Thanks. Great moose!

L.

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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