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#6918 - 06/21/05 08:19 AM .
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Registered: 10/22/04
Posts: 273
Loc: Missouri


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#6920 - 06/21/05 03:22 PM Re: .
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Registered: 02/09/05
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Loc: New Mexico, USA
Thank you, SK, for sharing your story. I'm sorry he took advantage of you. And no wonder your trust is low. Mine would be, too. But you trusted enough to share what was done to you. That's the first step in healing. By sharing how angry you are at that "agent" and how it changed your life for the worse you can get your feelings out in the open. That perp deserves your anger.

Hang in there, SK. We're with you.

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#6922 - 06/23/05 02:41 AM Re: .
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#6923 - 06/24/05 05:49 AM Re: .
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Registered: 06/03/05
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I will speak to you. I have much regret that you have such lies given you, and that your image and body were used so poorly, if it is as my translater say, if it is understood rightly.

I have history, as I am 15 years age, that I allow pictures be taken of me without clothes on. I was perhaps older looking, no one ever suggest I am younger then correct age to do such. But of course, persons as that, they will not care of your age. Also, I engaged in several 'films', around that same time, at same age. It was not lied to me. I knew they were pornographic. Again, I do not know that person know my age, but when I say I am 19, he do not question it. It was something I done then, for the money, as I was living 'on street'. The money I get for each of those 'films', at that time, it would amount maybe to $130 American. It was incredible for me at that time, because I have somewhere to live and can eat and do school for several months. But now, it is 11 years later, I am adult, and I fear that those films, those photos, they will be seen now. And my motivations then for doing them, they will not be known or understood.

I did not mean so much to speak so much of myself. I just wish you to know you are not alone in being used in such the way. I am most sorry for your stress and for your pain.

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