which is why in between his relationships he sought out sex with little committment or emotional ties. But then his morals kicked in and he realized that a) this was wrong for him and b) he couldnt handle this so he bailed. He even broke a few hearts doing this and he still struggles with that.
Oh boy - does this hit a nerve.
Sex without intimacy............
is this why I can't kiss, cuddle and caress while having sex ?
is it why I can't talk, and say "I love you" while making love ?
is it why I masturbate many more times than I'm intimate with my wife ?
is it why I feel afraid of initiating sex ?
I think the answer's "yes" - and I'm probably not the only one.