thank you for your post, and yes it came across correctly.
it did feel so good to let out some frustration thats for sure. i am not a violent person either, but theres times i just want to explode. these past couple months has been that way.
but mostly i am the type of person that goes by live and let live and go on. i try not to let stuff get to me, but hasnt ben working to well. although i avent been on my meds these past couple months either.
i myself realy want to get out and work as well, and there are times i think "screw the pdoc" im going to get a job, ,but then reality comes crashing in
but thats ok, i know i will just enjoy it that much more when i do go back to work. (atleast thats what i tell myself
money doesnt bother me, we only made tat kind of money for a couple years, the rest has been in the mid to upper teens. but right now we wnt from a whole whawping 715.00 last month to now its cut down to 520.00 a month. you just cant live on that no matter how you look at it.
Sometimes the fact that this is an online forum is frustrating – if you were close by I’d invite you for dinner or a cup of tea & see what I could possibly do to try to offer you a break. As it is, I can just offer my prayers & positive thoughts
i would probably take you up on that offer if you was closer and get away from this place , however i will accept your prayers and possitive thoughts whole heartedly and welcome them greatly. ty so very much.
i am so glad we moved here , i love this state, i just hate this apt. complexe. it is like it is a town of its own. seems like everyone here is jerry springer wantabe's......not a good place to bring up your kids.
my "T" comes over in the am, and i actualy cant wait, i want to vent some more and let out some more frustrations....
i realy like her so far, it is nice to be able to talk to someone who actualy believes you sence other than joker my family doesnt or refuses too. it feels so good to know someone is actualy listening to you. i know they do here, but it just isnt the same as it is in person.
thanks for your post stpbb, and your prayers and possitive thoughts.
wishing you happiness, love, and sending my prayers