I have not called him for a week,its hard not to pick up that phone and dial his number but I am proud of myself.....Last Tuesday he was supposed to see his son we made a date I thought this time will be diffrent he will come around it never happend he never showed up
I waited around for 3 hours I know I sound soooo pathetic and he hasent even called to say sorry!!!That was the last straw, I figure if he dosent love him self how can he love someone else and thats how I get on with things is thinking that way....I will never understand how he feels and I dont really think he would ever open up to how he truly feels!All I can do is hope that he gets help with his drinking problem and that friend that bosses him around and tells him how to live his life,..Really I think its the friend that bothers me the most mean guys got the controls on him..Why whould he let a friend control him?Does he see him as a father figure I mean this guys almost 9 years older then him
its weird to me....
Well Thanks Again for letting me vent it felt nice getting it off my sholders...Take Care:)