Sometimes I feel so lucky, because I know how often I've been a complete pig to my wife.
The pain and effort you all put in as survivors partners is way more than I can imagine, let alone appreciate.
I also feel that losing your support is a great loss to those guys, they must be feeling terribly confused.
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.
Henry David Thoreau