Marc:

All I can say is that it takes time to heal but it is worth every damned inch of pain.

Have a look at my post "Million of True Stories" posted under Male Survivor.

The same path brought us here together and the same road will lead us all to a better life.

We are the brotherhood of the wolf. Check out Wuamei's post on that. We look after our own. And you are now part of us.

Marc,

Sounds like you're breaking through to some new level of healing (or being alive). I think I am doing that too. For much of my life I have been asleep, putting as little effort as possible into each day. Its painful to really try to live, but once in a while even the pain is more satisfying than the shadow life I was living.
Stay with it buddy, if you can I can, if I can you can.

--Ken

Marc,

You have started into therapy and you have come here. You are taking some great steps forward into recovering your life. Take it easy on yourself & take care of yourself.

Victor