Thanks for the posts people. Celebrating? Its a bit of a weird one really because joy was a bit shortlived and now, bless him, he's sort of a mixture of dazed, like he's just walked away from a carcrash unscathed...and a bit in shock. Maybe its the realisation of not wanting men but having "had sex" with hundreds and also how close he came to trying to follow that path and actually trying to be gay.
I don't think he'd have ended up in a close and loving gay relationship he'd have found every dark room and gay sex club out!!
He has said that he thinks if he'd done that he would have either ended up in a mental institution or would have killed himself.
I guess he's feeling a bit of an aftershock and thinking how close he came to......well death really. He looks like a man who has not yet come to terms with the fact that he's had a very close call....I have a feeling that theres more anger to come, then relief and then maybe...maybe... (gremlin for hopeful?) Happiness. Just quiet, confident happiness.
Good to talk..